Monday, February 01, 2010

There is always something

That is how it's been the last 3 years...heck life always has ups and downs!!
And in light of what is going on in this world i feel like an idiot feeling the way i do.
Difference is I lost my ability to cope with things. I feel deflated , hopeless , unable to cope.
I lost ME !!

I don't want people around or do anything, if it wasn't for my dogs I wouldn't leave the house .
But today after all this time I seeked some help , so there is hoping the old me will emerge again.

8 comments:

Breakfast in California said...

Hope you find what you are seeking. Meanwhile, keep warm!

Friend of the Bear said...

Hi. I'm really happy to read that you're seeking help, or rather, reaching out to fellow human beings. That's a great step!

I am trying to find ME again too.

Bearfriend xx

Irene said...

I hope it will pass soon. I have many ups and downs myself. Sometimes I don't know where that leaves me. Very uncertain, that's for sure. Take good care of yourself. Thank goodness for those dogs. Hugs!

yellowdoggranny said...

chin up...tits out.

awareness said...

Good to reach out and ask for help. Make sure you remember you're the consumer. Find a good fit for you. If you're not comfortable with the counselling service you are receiving, seek out another. You have that right. Counselling is kind of like a dance.....you don't want the therapist to be stepping all over your toes.
Take care........
ps. Dogs are a Godsend. :)

wawa2 said...

You have had quite a journey, Gabi. You have dealt with things that would have crushed most. You are probably one of the strongest people I have ever spoken with, it makes sense to that you are reaching out... it is just who you are. I send all my best love as you take the next road. I am sorry I haven't visited recently but I am happy to see you sharing your thoughts again. HHHUUUGGGSSS!!!

Anonymous said...

Seeking is better than standing still. I'm happy for you and wish you luck on the journey back to YOU!

Debra said...

Right there with you. Big hugs.